So, I had my four month followup with my surgeon yesterday.
I was pretty worried that things had blown up… as I said, I have been struggling here of late and I feel myself backsliding to my old eating habits.
Imagine my surprise when Dr. McPhee used the word “remission”.
As is, “Brian, you’re doing great… your diabetes is in remission, you’ve exceeded your weight loss target for four months, and your blood work looks great. Do you really want to throw that away for a Tastykake?”
I remember looking at him and saying to myself, “Say what?”
Then it sank in and I was overcome with this sense of relief.
Then joy.
I have achieved my primary goal of having bariatric surgery.
It kind of makes all I went through in the program worthwhile. All the tears I shed, the pounds I shed and regained and shed again. The physical pain of the surgery itself. The digestive issues post-surgery.
If I had to do it again, no question. It was all worth it to hear those words.
I would be horribly remiss, however, if I didn’t thank you all for your support. Yes, you, my friends, family, and even you, anonymous reader. Your support has given me the strength to get this far. I thank you with every fiber of my being. One of the things we were told before surgery was that you can never underestimate the need for a powerful support system.
I have that in spades.
Thank you so much.
Onto the next challenge… keeping the beetus in remission.
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